WOW~~

Well, it is not World of Warcraft.

Being in Chinese New Year is always fun and enjoying. Today is the 4th day of the Chinese New Year. For the past few days, they were awesome as I got to see my ex-classmates (still looked the same), relatives and FRIENDS~~ woots. And the most important thing was my family members. We had a family reunion dinner on Chinese New Year Eve (?) and it was great~

This year, I got a new handphone Nokia C6 as my birthday present from my elder brother. I know it is way too early to get a birthday present though. HAHA

Come back to "today". I led worship in English Service and I thought I was gonna be a dead meat but through God's grace and mercy, it went out well. Hallelujah~~ Later, X-Zone youths went to Jonathan, Victor/Trini, Elaine/Eric, Alvin and Eyen places. It was a good day~ At Eyen's place, we played a game and I was a KILLER! For three times they almost got me but they didn't and I KILLED A LOT! RRRROOOAR~ hahaa....

Anyway, I still need more prayer warriors for me as I am going to serve on MV Hannah II. Please gimme your name and commit yourselves to pray for me. I NEED IT, Thank you~~

Blessed Chinese New Year~~
Zeon

Well Well~~

Time flies and it has been half a year I didnt update this blog~ huhu~~

It has been a really good year (2010) and I have once again gained more knowledge in my life and in God! Wow~

If I have to sum up last year with one sentence, it will be
>> It has been uber good since God is working in my life! <<

I believe the past has gone and the new has come, dont you agree?
Now, I would like to tell you, you, and you and whoever read this, that I am going to continue my service for the Lord on MV Hannah II!

I believe some of you may ask what is MV Hannah II right? haha
It is a Gospel Ship sailing around Asia, woohooo~~

Well, I will be serving for one year, hopefully I can do that in God's strength and grace.
Still I need some supports. Yeah, morally and spiritually.

For my non-Christians friends, I hope that you all wont forget me and if you want to find me, please email me, I really appreciate some updates from you guys. I will surely miss you~

For my Christians brothers and sisters, I need your prayer support! A LOT~~~
If you are willing to be my prayer warriors, do u mind to tell me? in email, fb or leave a comment over here. I really need it. It is best to have 50 as a minimum. So, remember me in your prayer, will ya?

=)

De-rusting~

After such a LOOOOONG time, I am going to derust this blog again..

With my friends leaving one by one either to further study or NS (few only), even though some are staying here for F6, my heart feel kind of sad because they are leaving for a moment. Plus, they are going to have a different lives outside SDK and I am worrying if they would able to know Christ. After all, I really pray that they will.

Serving in SBC as a staff is much enjoyable, with a lots of work, lots of pressure and lots of worries. Well, it is not easy for me to cope with all these things as I am a newbie you may say =) All the things that I have to deal with have never set a foot into my experience but a newbie is always forgiven for doing wrong =p so I have to continue to learn and strive for the best. Anyway, it is hard in conclusion but the MOST AWESOME BEST thing is that God is always showing Himself through this stage. You can never deny this as this is the best thing a homo sapien (credit to Cason) can get in his life. =)

Continue on, it may seems to be a hard journey but what is going to come is all for my benefits. Sinning against God is happening in this stage as well, quite frequently. It is such a shameful thing to recall back. I have failed Him so many times even though I "repent". I am still in the process of repenting, pray that God will have mercy on me and give me strength to do it. I am really wondering how could the King of Kings loves a human being like me, who is so filthy and detestable to Him. I am such a small and minor thing among His creation, yet He loves me and showed His love through His death for me on the cross.

I'm forgiven because you were forsaken,
I'm accepted, you were condemned

Amazing Love, How can it be
That You my King would die for me?

Anyway, still, I know that I am in the right path and I think soon, I might be jumping unto the next path and have a harder road to go, but after all, let the Master of Time to decide it and lead me unto the next road. :-D

The Road So Far...

"The Lord is my shepherd, I shall not be in want. He makes me lie down on green pasture, He leads me besides quiet water."

This verse is so nice that in whatever circumstances that I am in, the Lord will always point out the road for me to take, because He knows the place that fits me perfectly. It is good.

"He will guide me in path of righteousness, for His name's sake."

Yes, for a Christian, we are to walk in the way of light, just to bring glory and honor to God. The Lord will let us rest before we continue on our journey. So, it is for us to know that, rest is not for us to be lazy, but it is for us to walk a further distance.

"Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil, for you are with me; your rod and your staff, they comfort me."

Yes, the Lord never promise us that the road will be a straight and trouble-free, but He does promise us that, we will eventually win over all of the obstacles through the grace and power of His. Indeed, what we are to fear when we know that the Lord, who is omnipower and creates everything, is with us? Nothing except He Himself.

"You prepare a table before me in the presence of my enemies. You annoint my head with oil; my cup overflows. Surely goodness and love will follow me all the days of my life, and I will dwell in the house of the Lord forever."

Again, the Lord will provide our needs and even rest when we are in trouble. The action that the Lord annoint us is so encouraging that, we, are little yet precious to His eyes. Of course, when we are with God, good things tend to happen more because God will bless us. Lastly, I will surely worship Him and hugging His feet in His house, forever.

This is how I read this passage, and I have to keep remind myself that I have to be with the Lord because things of the world entangle us so easily. I still have quite a long race to run on, I just can not stop when Adam, Abraham, Elijah, King David, Peter, Paul and Jesus keep on cheering for me, but I suppose a rest is ok. =P

God's Faithfullness

Well well, it has been quite a long time for not posting anything uphere. You know, it is because of SPM and erm, laziness.

In Isaiah 53:6, it is quoted so nice that we sin, because of our own sinful nature and selfish wills. Yes, indeed, most of the time we sin is due to our own benefits and we neglect others' feelings. It has been some weeks since I repeated the same mistake which I has promised to God not to do it.

For the last few times, before I confessed to God, I felt total darkness and isolated from God. It was only after I has confessed to God, that I started to feel His warm and holy presence that unveiled all my sins. But for the recent time, it was different. He was there. It felt like He was just sitting next to me and waiting for my 1st word. I felt so ashamed that, even I promised Him but I failed. Even though after I had confessed, I felt much guilty and unworthy to be loved by Him, yet through many differents but obvious ways, He told me that He had already forgiven me and still, He would be with me to strengthen me so that I might gain victory over trials, temptations and tests, through Him.

It is so good, to know that there is a God that loves me so much. He makes me feel secured and no matter what, I still have a hiding place to go to. =)

Reject or Accept

It is a simple question: Do you believe that there is a God, who created the heaven and earth, and all in them, and you for a purpose? If you do believe, why don't you try to find out about Him? If you do not believe, then you would say that this world existed by itself, aren't you?

If you reject Him, He will reject you. If you accept Him, He will accept you. Be a wise man to decide which is theory, belief and truth.

"I will not let anyone escape from my punishment. For those who do not believe. I will be cruel to those who know but do not accept it. I will be much cruel to those who believe but do not accept. I will be cruel and no mercy on that Day. If I spare them and let them escape, then I would let everyone to escape, but I would not. Woe to them. But for those who believe and accept, I will not even remember their little mistakes and I will award them. The Day is coming and you have not much time left. Be wise and fear Me."

How would you answer?

If an early Christian said to you, "I have paid for an ultimate price so that the Way of the LORD could be passed down to you, so what is your story?" and how would you answer? Are you going to answer, "Not much, I have wasted it." ?

If the LORD asked you on the last day, "Why didn't you run the race with perseverance and give up in the half even though I had proved to you that I was with you and my grace was sufficient to you?" and how would you answer? Are you going to answer, "Well, I like the world more than you."?

If the LORD asked you on the last day, "Why did you say that you believe in me yet you would sit and stand just an non-believer?" and how would you answer? Are you going to answer, " I had done my best, what do you expect?" ?