Sacrifice?

I was so strucked by something I had experienced just after returning from the one-day camp.

I would just have to say the story from the beginning. I was reading a book, "Message from God". If you wanted to read it, you could ask me about that. When I was reading it, I prayed that God would let me experience something so I might really shine for Him, be a great witness from Him.

Indeed, God did reply me. He replied me when I returned from the one-day camp. He asked to sacrifice something in order to serve Him and fulfill His will. I would so troubled with what God asked for.

But He added on, if I would agree, I could do much more of His work rather than what I was having now. In human's eye, I knew that of course sacrificing this important thing would just cause much more trouble. But with my faith, I said to Lord that I would let Him take it if I could really did much more of His work.

The Lord said that He would take it when it is at His time, not my time. He asked me to do what I could do with this thing I had now. I did not know what to do, I was fear. But I knew that, fear never come from God, for fear destroy love, so with this thought, I could overcome the fear now.